Mommy Confessional

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Exciting News

Today Liam got weighed and his weighed was 5lbs 9.5 oz but that was with all his tubes and lines so its the best guess to his actual weight. He will also be taken off the pressure machine and the tube taken outof his mouth either today or tomarrow. Once his chest tube gets taken out for drainage then ill be able to hold him. He is also handleing his feedings very well and its exciting. I pray to God he will be able to come home soon. the power of prayer works so please add us to your prayer list. We're also still waiting on CCS to kick in to pay for a hotel so I dont have to sleep at the hospital anymore.

Born With CDH

On july 14th I went to the hospital in labor and and my son was born at 10:59 pm. They had to force him to take him first breathe but couldnt breathe after that. They rushed him out of the opperating room and into nicu to work on him. My DH and I had no idea what was going on. In the recouvery room the nurses and doctors kept asking me a ton of questions and thought maybe his lungs were just filled with fluid so they incubated him and took xrays. Turned out his issue wasnt that simple. He was born 5lbs 7oz and 18.5" and with a birth defect called Congenital Diaphramatic Hernia, aka CHD. I wasnt allowed to hold my baby or even see him until he was 6 hours old, right before they medi-vacced him to UCSF childrens hospital. I was stuck at kaweah delta recouvering from the c-section and couldnt get to him until 2 days later. Not only was my son born with CDH but when they opened my up to preform the csection they found that my scar from the previous csection was open. I had been complaining to the doctor that I was in massive pain but nothing was ever done. So I sat there for two days at kaweah delta healing and crying and getting one bad news call after another from UCSF doctors. KD rushed me out as soon as they could so that I could get to Liam in sanfrancisco. I rushed home, threw together whatever clothes I could grab and took off to UCSF on july 16th where ive been ever since. My son had to be put on ECMO which he is now off as well as a breathing machine and several others. Liam under went his repair surgery July 21, also my bday and the surgery went very well. It was the best bday gift ive ever recieved. Now he is being weaned from his breathing tube as well as the morphine. As soon as his chest tube stopped draining he can have it removed and when that happens I will finnaly be able to hold him. Its been a very difficult journey and its hard to watch my son go through all these issues. CDH is a dissorder where the diaphram didnt close so there is a whole between the abdomen and chest cavity. The organs and stomach end up going into the chest cavity pushing the heart over and causing pressure on the lung making it almost impossible to breathe as well as not allowing the lungs to develop. Its very serious and thanks to so many prayers being sent up for my son his condition wasnt as severe as the first thought it to be. Please keep little Liam in your prayers and thoughts. He needs everyone he can get. While ive been here ive met another family who has a DD born july 4th with the same condition and not doing as well as Liam is and I would appriciate it if you would keep little Maddie in your prayers as well. I never thought that this would happen to my son nor did I know this condition was out there. They dont know what causes this but are researching it. I want answers, what causes it? Can it be passed on? Could my DD even pass it on even though she doesnt have it? is it genetic? was it something I did? So when I was approached about a 2 different case studies that would hopefully one day give us answers I jumped on it. No one should have to watch their child go thorugh this and if theres a way to prevent it then Ill do whatever I can to help. All I want is to hold my baby boy and rock him. It could be months before we can bring him home and even though he gets stronger everyday that passes, everyday that passes is another weighed of emotions sitting on my shoulders. I finnaly got to change his diaper today for the first time and almost cried. He's finnaly of the paralytic and their letting him move around and it means so much just the little things are huge right now.

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*07/22/11 Day after surgery fist day he had his eyes open..9days old

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Friday, July 15, 2011

Please pray for our little boy born yestetday who is fighting for his life. Every prayer makes a difference

Saturday, July 2, 2011

UNSTOPABLES

I was confused when I opened up my mail box today to find this black box sitting there waiting for me. Truth be told I didn't want to touch it because at first it didn't look like a normal package but more like a bomb. Thank heavens it wasn't. It was actually a free full sized sample of the new Downy UNSTOPABLES. With it being really hot outside today you could actually smell the scent through all the packaging. Let me tell you it's a really really good smell. I just can't wait to use it. All the new Downy UNSTOPABLES are is a scent booster that you add into your washer. The packaging states that the fresh scent last for 30 days, so you have 30 days of your closet or dresser smelling awesome or even your bedding. I always loved how fresh sheets smelled but the scent never lasted but maybe a few days max. I'm excited to be able to try this. What actually came in the mail today as a free sample is a full sized 13.2 oz container of the Downy UNSTOPABLES, the fresh scent, and a pair of new black socks with their label on them. It was a pretty awesome find. I got all this free for being a part of VocalPoint.com So if you would like to score your self a free sample head on over and join VocalPoint http://www.vocalpoint.com Once you join you can request a sample. Just remember samples are very limited so hurry on over to http://www.vocalpoint.com/UNSTOPABLES